Motivation

Life at times becomes a wonder...why do I do the things I do? Can I truly change? Will I ever be happy with myself? Can I ever accomplish my goals?  At times I find myself loosing motivation  to keep going, I know that the path I have chosen to become healthy isn't a easy one, it wasn't like it was over night that I became the way I am.  But I do have to say that it wasn't all me that did this to myself, a lot of factors and people impacted me in how I am today.  I just need to remind myself that there are those there for me, helping me on my journey and holding my hand, sometimes literally.  I am just tired of being me, BIG!  I just have to remind myself that what I look like doesn't determine the person that is inside....I can overcome all obstacles with the Lord's help, which I am desperately searching for at this time.